post 39~ Forget it!

in order to forget all the memory,

it comes back unfortunately

it comes without i invite it

it comes while im smiling and happy with my frens

that is the time u appear..

sometimes...

it can make my happines stop suddenly but i ignore

it can make my smile turn to gloomy but im still smiling

but..

its all oke..

its all in my hand..

i can handle it

i can handle how to face it

i can handle how to cool me down

i can handle to make me always cool

i will never turn back

i will never liking again either to u or others

i will just waiting not hoping but to get the reality

i will never say anything bout u

i will never say anything to u

i just can face u and smile to u

i just can face u and answer ur question

i just can face u and will greetings u when u start

i will not start it

or

i just can face u and be silent

nothing will come out from my mouth 

nothing to talk about

although u talk to me

i can be cruel

i can do just looking each other

i see u

u see me

when u start to talking to me,

i dont know how to give feed back.

im scared

im scared if u noticed that im trying to avoiding u

its not my intension to avoiding u

but the condition that i have go through along the day

it have teach me

teach me not to love somebody

STOP!

enough for now!

no more u in my life!

fullstop!

i realise something in my life while i have pass all this

i realise that im not feasible and do not deserve to be loved 

except from my family and my best fren

the rest of them, i dont know..

thanx for being my fren for the sem 1..
this is not means i would never forget u as my fren for this sem..sem 2..

for now, my heart is closed!!
no one will not have chance to enter it
no one have chance to open the door
just me can open it give someone to enter into my heart

oke.. finish!

chill2 yaw!! ^_^

post 38~ jengka!

im already at jengka on 7 November 2010

sampai kat terminal kol 7 pagi(lebih kurang)

8 November 2010, kelas first start..

first klas aku kelas koko..

peerrrgghh!!

memang enjoy..

aku jadi pengerusi sementara untuk pelantikan pengerusi tetap..

pemilihan ::

pengerusi : amir

naib pengerusi : muiz jabar

setiausaha : nik mohd faris

bendahari : nabilah mahir

seleaps tu, dipecahkan plak kepada 3 group..

4 org pompuan terpaksa berpecah..

hanya 1 group yang ada 2 org pompuan..mira n norita are together..

aku n bella are separated..one by one..

aku group ke-3..7 org semuanya..

'konco2' lelaki yang lain lam group aku..

nabil, najil, faris, syahmi, safuan(oi2), and afiq..

group aku dapat cikgu drp kelantan..

EN. ESWADI

weeeeee~~

^_^

oke. that all for the my first lesson at kmtph.. 

chill2 yaw!! ^_^

post 37~seronoknya!

bbq bermula n tamat hari ni!

peerrghh!

walaupon kejap je..

tapi berbaloi...

dapat jumpa sumer budak2 KMTPh drp kelantan..

yang drp terengganu pon turun jugak..

waaaa!!

memang seronok sehingga x terkata! ^_^

habis sudah!

chill2 yaw! ^_^

post 36~bbq!

selamat menjamu selera ya!!

esok budak2 kmtph drp kelantan akan wat bbq kat umah ayeen..

waaaaaaa!!!!

seronok nyer...!!

dapat gather ngan kwan2 from klantan..

time kasih kepada pengelola 'acara'..

[actually saya xtahu sapa yang merancang]

and time kasih gak kepada tuan punya sponsor tempat..

AYEEN..

lau kaw x sponsor tempat, sah2 kena tempah tempat plak..

^_^

lets go full our stomach tomorrow!! ^_^

~the end~

chill2 yaw!! ^_^

post 35~hujan!

hari ni.. aku kuar ngn ma aku..

pegi beli my stuff..

disebb kan ujan, so,bawak la payung..

masa nak masuk lam MYDIN, aku letak the umbrella kat tempat letaknya..

then, aku masuk..

selesai sahaja membeli belah kat dlam uh,

aku kuar n cari payung aku..

XDE!!!

eh, bley plak pak gurad yang ada kat ctu tanya aku cari ape..

aduh!! mangkuk btol lah pak guard tuh..

da taw org dok kat tempat letak payung, mesti lah cari payung,,

bley plak dya tanya,,

then lepas tanya, bley plak dya blah camtuh jew..

bapak SAKIT ATI !!! 

uh..!!

menyesal aku bawak payung kuar drp keta tdi..

da la umo payung tuh x sampai 1 hari pon lagi..

abah aku baru beli pagi tadi kot..

tup tup.

petnag dah kena bedal kat orang..

adoy!!

memang rezeki pencuri lah tuh..

"TIME KASIH" ye pencuri kerana ambik payung yang ada kat luar tuh..

macm taw2 jew yang aku ada beli payung baru kat dalam uh..

tapi payung aku beli tu, xde semahal payung yang abah aku beli..

payung abah aku beli lagi mahal n berkualiti drp payung yang aku beli..

oke! thats all!

chill2 yaw!! (walaupon mood ngah marah)